H and I had sex,,,H slept in bed all night, stayed after sex no running away.
Here comes the NON DB move
Me: H do you love me H: 2B, why would you ask me that, you know the answer Me: With everything going on I want to know and you have not told me in over a year H: Yes I love you EXTRA NON DB Me: I know you love me like a family member, I asking about you loving me like your wife like a man loves his woman H: Says nothing,,,then says you should know how I feel about you Me: I want you to love me like a man loves his woman, I appreciate your love as a friend, as your son mom, even as a family member,,,but I want more then that from you.
I then move in for a kiss and a hug, H looks a lil uncomfortable but I tell him kiss me, hug me,,,and he does.
I wanted to rock the boat a lil bit, I wanted to see what H response would be. And I wanted him to hear what I wanted from him. I dont want H to stay stuck where ever he is, I also did not want to send us back in this journey....
The time kinda felt right to step my toe into the R ocean,
My H acted like me asking this do you love me was like a slap to the head he looked at me like he was shocked I even had to ask?
His facial expression was of shock which shocked me like does he really not understand what is going on, is he aware of this past year....
Could he be that confused? O
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
