Can feel my fingers slowly letting go of the rope .
Not for myself but my kids .
I can't bear to see them in so much pain anymore .
S attitude towards his mum is very worrying . Even my mum and dad commented on how lonely and sad he looks .
D attitude is a bit better but don't think it would take much for her to end up like her brother .

Why does my W not see what she has done to her own kids .
And what winds the kids up is her constant posting on Facebook but then having no contact with them .
It like W is finding happiness in a virtual world but doesn't know how to in the real world .


Me 40
W 37
Together 22 years
S18
D12
WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months
W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life
After the 2 weeks she has left .