Newcomer living in Hell

[bravo61]

Alright folks, this is last post before leaving for few days on what could be (hope I'm wrong) our last vacation as a family. It's strange that I'm not nervous at all but excited. I've put a lot of time,effort, & thought into this trip. I got card games for the kids (even twisted if it's raining,she loved that idea), a road trip playlist, bought books for everybody, bought a cooler, even went out & found a hard to locate beer we both like (she drinks like a man-Guinness & single malt scotch r her faves). I'm not worried bout slipping in my behavior cause it's a part of who I am now. Plus its gonna be great to spend all that time w/the kids. I'm not gonna lie, I'm gonna enjoy showing off my new clothes too. Especially the boxer jocks I'll b sleeping in w/no shirt. C'mon I've lost 40 lbs and can see the top abs. I wanna show off a bit. Wish me & send your prayers. Maybe God will touch her heart, or let me touch her behind. Lol