Well, tomorrow is my ex's bday. As I mentioned before, I will be writing him an email - DB or no DB. I would feel awful if I didn't.
It seems to me that this two months of NC has done nothing. It hasn't caused him to reach out.. although it may/may not have caused him to think. I wouldn't know. But either way, I may have to reassess what I am doing. I may need to go back to the friendly emails, simply because at least that keeps the contact open.
A quick question, though. I still have a bunch of things with him. To him, they may seem pretty trivial, and they mostly are - books and such. But there is one thing that is very meaningful to me, but HE wouldn't know it. (To him, it's just a magazine, but to me, it's a magazine that mentioned my first business. He might guess, but probably not..) Anyway, I can't afford to have these things shipped to my country right now but I don't want him to throw it all out.. I don't *think* he would but you never know. Should I mention this stuff?
