Journal entry from work. I read around alot on posts and I realize that although I am heartbroken and in a tough sitch there are plenty more with a tougher sitch. I pray for all on here daily.
Right now im at a good level of PMA and keeping busy with prepping for the move. As I looked around the house today before work a big sigh escaped me. This seems so wrong and unjust on all accounts and for all involved. we had finally seemed to settle here and life was really getting on track. So I know there is nothing to do but adjust to this new future as it comes. I am accepting that but a final look back is just human nature. Accepting it all means knowing that whatever short and long term goals that have been discussed over and over the past few months are gone with the wind.
Only God knows where this road will lead. Its not an easy road. Its a road where the destination is not clear. It is exciting and frightening all at the same time. It at times even seems like a lonely road. Regardless it's a road I must travel. taking one step at a time.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14
