Yeah, Shiny---it DOES feel kind of surreal at times given how long we've been together.
I would prefer something much more low-key (Justice of the Peace?) but he wants a shindig with tuxedos and all so we're doing that.
Also surreal: every so I often, I still get SO F**KING ANGRY at him for what he put us all through! There are moments when I look at him and wonder "WTF am I thinking to marry someone who was capable of all those lies and deceit?".
It adds a whole new meaning to the term "cold feet" to have piecing issues going on at the same time as planning a wedding.
I keep it to myself most of the time these days because he's sweet and affectionate and loving in a way that I used to always WISHED he'd be! I think his days of being Stone Man are over.
