Doesn't matter what we think. How do you feel about what he said? (and...was it in response to a question you asked? If so, think about why you asked..)
Are you satisfied with that? How does that change things or not for you?
What are you doing to become the best YOU you can be while you "see how it goes"?
I don't think you ever answered my question of whether you are in IC or not.
I think you need more support than this board is able to offer you. We are not professionals. One to one conversations, in real time, with a trained professional, will help you set clear goals and help you stay on track to meet them.
