Do I walk away from WAW? (1)

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Need to snap out of an epic funk tonight. Got home from work and W was all dolled up and packed for her weekend. She headed out to OMs house, is leaving town early in the morning, wont be back until Sunday evening. I know its just another day on this journey but I am hurting bad right now. I gave her the absolute silent treatment as she gathered her stuff to go. She thanked me again for bringing her lunch again today. I cant help but wonder why I did that. How do I break out of this pattern of doing things for her when shes in a pinch. WHY does she keep asking me to do them.

Need to detach. I picked up some ice cream on the way home (ive been cutting down on that kind of stuff!) and im gonna go watch a random documentary and pass out.

This is the worst.