Ok well lots of positive communication today. Ordered S4 a birthday gift and she picked it up with him this afternoon. She called to let him say thank you and put it on speaker phone and all of us talked and laughed together. Boys can't wait for me to get up there. Also got a call from my buddy who was with me both tours during war and we have alot of the same issue we have overcame. Talked alot about the progress we have made and it was a good chat to boost PMA. sometimes spending too much time in hind sight and soul searching can where you down and make you feel like a monster.
Just being happy right now that there is no ongoing turmoil and wife is being very good at letting me interact with my kids. She always loved how good of a father I am and even though she is angry and leaving she has not translated that into my relationship with my kids.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14