Wow, this is a tall tall list. A lot to apply and change. So much has already changed, but now I'm looking for positive changes, mostly for me. I started the first of summer to start changing my life and building my self esteem. But as I read this list of yours, I saw so many things I need to do to stop the craziness. I find it very hard to do some of them, but I will do them anyway. I have made a decision. I am so grateful to have this place to come to, because I have had no one to really talk to. I have so much bottled up, I always wanted to talk, to express my feels, so I picked my husband, my life mate, the man who I should feel safe to say anything to, huh, well, I was wrong about that. It's good to know this and it is ok. I ready to get off the roller coaster!
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