Ahoy,

I have had a few down moments. However, they are brief and less intense. I cant say you will be the same. All I can tell you is that a HUGE weight was lifted off my shoulders. My eyes are wide open now, no more anxiety. I have been able to laugh. Even noticed I look "younger" in the mirror this morning.
I can't tell you what the right decision is. I know it took me a while. I knew for 3 days, in my heart, that I was done. Once that feeling didn't change for 3 days (maybe more) I told a friend, and told WAW that I was done and satisfied that I had given it all I could. That was my best day in 4 months.
So far that feeling has lasted.


M42 W40
T17
M15
S13 S11
BD 7-14
A discovered 7-14
WAW moved out 10-3-14
D final 2-23-15