I don't know what my situation is other than still living together and not speaking anymore. I updated the best I could. I did read one of the books but have many many more to go. Thank you for the advice.

I now have anxiety not knowing if he is going to still be there when i get home or am I going to find an empty house. How do you get past that?

Me:38
H:38
s11, d16
m12
bd 8/22/14
still living together