H sleep in the basement last night, never came up to bed until I got out of bed!!!!!
So Im feeling really off about this,,,anyway...it could be becuase he said I keep it too cold in our bedroom (recently told me that when I ask him to keep fan on) or just not
So Im home today, once I dropped off s14 at bus H went up to bed, so Im in basement, heard H get up get in shower, grab keys,,I passed him in kitchen neither one of us said a word,,,WTH
He got in car and left,,,,
No idea what is up now, I guess if I dont speak 1st he dont speak,,,I did not speak cause I was hurt about him sleeping in basement...
He was really supportive a couple days ago when I really needed it, I know I should be puttin on a happy face and acting like Im the happiest person in the dam world.
I shower and was going to thru on fresh PJ's instead I made myself get dressed,,,
The things I want to say I should not, need not to.
I dont know,,,this hurts,,,this really really really hurts. I dont want to keep feeling like this, him not sleeping in bed, not speaking should NO longer affect me like this,,,
He is comfortable ,,,no reason for him to make any real changes,,,or to even try
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
