You would not believe how sweet I was during this whole conversation. I definately tried very hard not to put him on the defensive because he DOES take every thing very personally and then tends to get defensive and attack.
I tried to be very assuring through all of this that I wasn't *kicking butt*, that I loved him and choose him, and that I want the truth, even if it is hard to hear--because that's MUCH better than being lied to when I'm trying so hard to trust again!
I guess I'm just feeling scared right now that I may very well be in love with a boy/man.
