Don't know if I belong here....

[Jefe]

Okabe,
Welcome to the boards. Glad you found us, sorry you need us.
Good new is, most people around here would kill for the opportunity to be where you're at right now. Don't squander it. If you truly want help and are truly willing to put in the effort and become a husband only a fool would leave there's a excellent chance you can turn this around. But like Mozza said, it may get worse before it gets better.

1)Find Sandi's 37 rules and read them daily at first and as often as you think you need to.
2)Change your signature line like ours so it reflects your current situation.
3)You are on moderation so it will take some time for each post you make to show up, so don't get impatient with the replies. They'll come, just hang in there. Post in smaller more frequent posts until you get off mod.

You're in the right place!