yes, aliced, I mentioned MC briefly but he said he's not even there yet. That he's not even thinking about the marriage, that he's really working on himself and that it's freeing to not have to think about me or the marriage.
Emailing escorts is indeed not a small thing but we can't even get to the point of working through that yet... he's very focused on what *I* have done wrong and how that has made him into a shell of a man and how much I took from him over the years.
I was not a great wife. Often I wasn't even a good wife. I'm not evil though. I'm not.
