advice needed - please help

[stacey9]

Just an update- the legal separation process has begun.....after 22 years of marriage it is all now in the hands of our lawyers.

Went to a hospital appt on Monday with s18 and found myself sitting directly across from h in the consultants room. He looks so incredibly attractive I just wanted to touch his face, ruffle his hair and tell him I still love him so much.

I don't want to be divorced.