I can't imagine the feelings going through you at this time. Not to mind read, but I agree with you. It almost sounds as if xh is just sending random emails to keep in contact with you.
Just know your still in my thoughts and prayers!
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile