Ahoy DB or not I think your in a good place. Im no expert but as I spend more and more time reading, researching and sharing I realize that it seems the key to true DB is to first help us heal with the fact it may not work out. once that heals then there can be a change and opening for a return. I am with you on its a shame so many people who although have their issues are good solid people who love their families and want to be whole. The more stories I read the more I see strong people who not only deserve another opportunity, they deserve happiness. Whether someone stays like your grandmother or decides to move forward in life as your contemplating the choice needs to be coming from someone who is confident in themselves. I think you have been put through so much and many ppl on here even a newbie like me can see you have changed and are stronger now than before. I pray that whatever happens you get the life you deserve.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14
