I will admit that a big problem of mine has been to continue following all of that great advice. I'd think I was dong fine, then would find out W was with OM and I'd freak out and backslide. Or W would dangle just enough of the carrot to keep me from detaching.
This right here is my Krypto ... I can not seem to escape her tentacles. She knows what to say, what to do, can break me by just a look or an act. The power she has developed over me over the years is brutal .. slowly I am and have been pulling back, but I teeter on .. how far do I go as I do want the M ... I think by reading your sitch .. you have not removed yourself enough for her to miss you / nor realize she could loose you as she knows you are right there .. I fear I am doing the same ... food for thought ... I really need to be dark for a good amount of time I think.
