Well, that's it. M is over. Divorce finalized...got the certified copy of the Judgment of Divorce today. What a horrible day.
I wish W had felt like most on here...that the M was worth saving. But, as she said, my A was too much for her to be able to get over. The trust is gone and so is the love for me. I have to live with that the rest of my life.
I guess there is nothing left to say or do. Thanks to everyone on this board for the support. It's been a long year and a half. A special thanks to Starsky, Bond, 25Years, Train, Twin, and Bunches. Your replies to my situation and to others on here have been invaluable to me.
I was the cheater and the wayward, but all of you still took time to reply. For that, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Though my situation is done, I will continue to read up on everyone's sitches...and continue to pray for all of you. I don't have much insight, but if anyone ever needs a cheater's perspective, let me know. I truly am sorry for what cheaters like me have put you all through. Be strong and keep your eyes on the Lord.