Dawgy I have read your posts and it's tough. Your child comes first. End of. Your an adult and need to show you child the best you He needs a father he needs you to be there. I read what you did and can understand the feelings and emotions but as everyone else said it didn't achieve anything. It's happened it's over and learn from it. Only you can decide when to call it over. I struggle every day but I see my children and their happiness is what comes first. Take time relax back from it and think about what you want. Choose a path and stick with it. You may get what you want maybe not but all the journey you will be working on you and be the best you can be for you and you son. Take care
