Well, my plans for tonight with a few friends have been canceled. I'm going to have to find some way to spend my evening.

Usually I'm okay during work hours but it's the after time that bugs me, when I normally would have come home to and communicated with the BF. During dinner, home time, all that.

I've still got a lot of unpacking and sorting to do, but that gives me a ton of time to think so I've been putting it off. Maybe I should just power though and get it done.

Had a small set-back emotionally last night and couldn't stop the tears. C'est la vie. More strength today.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies