I am in a similar situation financially and work wise as you are. You first need to ask yourself what is the worst thing that can happen? You are not going to die, that is at least a positive. I feel that sometimes you have to get to the bottom before you can go up. I am looking at this as a signal that I need to discard the direction I was going and strike out in a new direction. I am looking at it as an exciting opportunity to try new things and see what fits. You can either look at it as a glass half empty or a glass half full. I hope you choose the half full and figure out how to fill it.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"