Thank you Mr. Bond ,Wonka ,Peter ,Card. You have given me alot to think about . Yes Im pulling my horns back in . For several reasons . I had a dream last night , very vivid . My wife came to me and was crying and she hugged me and said she was so sorry and asked if i could ever forgive her . I want that dream to be reality sooo badly . But hence i know its not likely . It did make me feel sad and less angry . Also alot of what you people have been saying has sunk in . My emotions are so out of control I dont know how to get them back in check . A Day in nature will defintely happen . Mr Bond Im happy to hear your sitch worked out for you and your family .After 3 years ?? Man you must be one strong individual . However Im not so sure your sitch was any worse than mine . Did you walk in on your wife and OM naked on a bed having sex ??? Try to get that image out of your head . For that reason alone I wonder how we can ever reconcile . Its been a brutal 8 months and I feel like Ive been through hell and back .To think about going another two years makes me dizzy . Dawgy
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
