still holding on - 4

[u-turn]

We went to a MC a hand full of times in May-June and she wouldn't go any more at the time. Later I found out that one of the reasons was that she was still having an A and was just lying (and I also found out that MC knows the OM).

I have not brought that up a MC again. I would definitely like to, but I don't know if she is ready. If I ask her and say that I would like to go, it may be pressuring her. I've been patiently waiting for her to ask me. She hasn't told me that she is ready to work on us again.