I don't know how he's going to see what he's missing if we're never in contact, but it's okay.
I'm trying to take it one day at a time so the pain of missing him, our relationship, and knowing things could be fixed if he were to take my hand and be willing. I need that distraction. I'm getting out with friends and going places and doing things.
I guess time will tell what develops and happens, and I'm looking forward to getting support from and supporting everyone here.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
