Moving towards mediation, need to stop limbo

[shodan]

Thanks Starksy. I will tell you that I am having a pretty cr*ppy day. My chest hurts, my heart is aching. Uggh. I feel my marriage falling a part and there is nothing that I can do about it. I want to work on it but It does not matter what I want. My W has to want it as well. This really s*cks.