Thanks... To her credit (I suppose), W admits as much herself. That there is something wrong with her. Something deeply wrong.

Amidst the devastation...and I am indeed devastated, there is a small sliver of another feeling... almost...relief. Relief that I'm not nuts...not paranoid...that what I sensed all along has turned out to be true.

But the level of lying and deceit and manipulation to keep me in the dark and complacent...it's almost too much to wrap my head around.


H: 43
W: 37
M: 11 years
T: 12 years
S: 11
D: 8
ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14
MC started: 9/22/14
Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14
Piecing: 10/20/14