I really don't know what to think anymore. My entire marital history...my entire world...has been redefined. It is not what I thought it was.
We are now up to 9 people my wife has cheated on me with dating back to the first year of our marriage up until September of this year.
Everything...almost everything I thought I knew about our relationship has turned out to be a lie. All the nights she was going out to bars, promising that she wasn't doing anything when I wasn't there that she wouldn't do if I was... Lies. 9 people she has cheated on me with...and admits to countless others that she made herself available to. Going home with them. Sex acts in their cars. We actually went to one of the small corner bars together where she had become a regular and was meeting some of these guys, and I know now what the looks that I was getting from the 2 bartenders meant. They knew what was up. They knew she was married and what she had been doing and they couldn't believe she was in there with me, the husband.
I don't know what to think anymore. This is a level of insanity I was never prepared for.
H: 43 W: 37 M: 11 years T: 12 years S: 11 D: 8 ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14 MC started: 9/22/14 Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14 Piecing: 10/20/14
