I think like many of us that deep down you are still holding on to him too tightly. You are still holding your breath waiting for that first sign that things have turned the corner and he is coming back to you. What are you going to do if he never comes back? suffocate? Stop holding your breath. Stop looking for that first sign of change from him. Until you do that he will sense that you are still out there waiting for him.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"