That is very understandable, CMS. My D2 makes me sad at the most random moments. Sometimes it's when she's happy. She is just oblivious to what's going on. Then again, I guess it's better than her being in agony like some of the older kids in the sitches here. How is your S10 handling everything?

I'd be lying if I said that pain will soon stop altogether for you, but I can definitely say that if you stick with DBing, the breakdowns will become less and less frequent. Several times I thought I'd "made it through" completely only to find myself crashing again a few days. But keep chugging, and those few good days will turn into a few good weeks, and the few bad days will turn into one bad day, or a bad hour.

Happy bday to the little man! Time to update your signature smile


Me 38, WAW 30
D11 (former marriage)
S2
T 8 years
M 3 years
BD 8/20/23
S 8/20/23