hey MrB, one of the main reasons i surmised that was her statement of "i can't see me being happy anywhere right now" with a sad smile when i asked if she was gonna be happy at new job. it was patently obvious that she was not talking bout her work. she loves her work and that is where she feels happiest. the kids are also giving her hell (and me too). she has relayed several times that D is very caring and nurturing. her example was D cradles her when she cries. also she has burst into tears several times because she feels guilty for hurting me. at those tomes, i have not brought up our R and have had PMA. she has said that this is hard for her too and that "part of her does want a divorce". only part?
M40 XW35 M11 T15 S9 D5 Bomb 6/3/14 Papers del 10/3/14 D final 12/5/14
I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
