Ok so I had a moment today (alone not with the WAW). Today is my youngest son's Birthday he turned 5.Woke up knowing this and heartache was pretty rough. He was born premature and we didn't know if he was going to make it. He is our little miracle.I did get to talk with him today but it aboslutely killed me not being there with him. He asked if I was on my way up there yet. He doesnt fully understand whats going on he thinks he is visiting grandma. This absolutly broke me down to tears after I got off the phone. I held a PMA when discussion issues with the WAW prior to talking with my S. It was very hard to do but proud that I did it.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14
