And sometimes a little faith is what is needed to see us through the darkest times.
You said "to heal, to make things right"
Focus on that. something went wrong for you to get here and you are both hurting in different ways. That has to heal for both of you, then things can be made right.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress