Thank you, Ahoy. Not that you are, but I knew after I posted the larger story some 2X4's would be coming my way. I certainly had my head in the sand or just flat out chose to "live" with some flaws and, in part, these are the consequences of that. That being said, I made a vow to stand for my wife and my marriage until God says don't. I perhaps underestimated the amount of sacrifice this marriage was going to be but I went into it with my eyes open. Which may mean I have no room to complain about my marriage at all, who knows. I'm rambling now and have changed this paragraph several times so...

I am thankful that I have the girls 99% of the time. I am thankful she has decided to spend more time with them instead of other things. No, I don't want my marriage to end but I am not in control here.

Thanks Ahoy, your opinion means alot.

Now if I could just figure out this detaching thing. I need sleep so badly.

Me 47 - W 35
M 9 - T 10
2 Daughters - 7 & 9
Discovery of EA- 8/4/14
S - 8/5/15
D mentioned - 9/11/14
R & Piecing - 3/17/15
Regard one another as more important than yourselves.
- Philippians 2:3