What Claire and Shining said. Maybe what Ahoy said, too, but I don't know... there was a lot of stuff you said you found on the computer shortly after BD that you've never gone back to, so I'm not sure what conclusion you came to about that.
But either way, you shouldn't be waiting around. You have a life of your own, not just one that fits into his spaces! It may be hard to come to believe that, but it is true. Marriage should be between two whole people, not two half people. Treat yourself like a whole person.
But I totally get the impatience, too. Sending you good vibes.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
