Shining that was a wonderful post and self reflection. You seem to be letting go even more and accepting that only you guide your future! I continue to pray that your H finds his way out of the tunnel and back to his family. Until then muffins sound wonderful...gotta have something to go with the bacon!
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile