bdub, I hope your feeling of peace and acceptance continues. I can't blame you either -- in many ways I feel like clarity -- even if it means finality -- would be a welcome change. You sound strong. Keep advocating for yourself and the boys.

I too was in love with being married. Now I aspire to be in love with just being accountable to myself (and daughter).
Best of luck to you in your journey.

M: 43 H: 39
D: 14
Married 15 Together 16
BD: 6/2014
S: 8/2014
OW revealed 10/2014
Instigated dissolution 12/2014, in progress
So over it!