standing for me

[Ahoy]

Well, that was short-lived. After dropping off D14's boyfriend I had to drive by H's street to get to the restaurant where we went to eat and his car was there. Um. He's supposed to be out of town, which is why he asked me to keep D14 another night. So my mind goes to the idea that he has OW at his place and chooses to spend time with her over D14, and also lies to my face (I know this should not surprise me -- I know he is lying and having an affair -- I deserve honesty, right?) Also, it is hurtful to D14. I didn't even look for his car as we drove by -- D14 noticed it on her own.

ARGH!!!!

I am angry.

At the same time, what a jerk -- why would I want to be with someone like that!?

He is a liar and a cheat.

I am ready for January so I can be done with him. We can have a nice cheap dissolution, and I can thank the OW for "taking out the trash."

Good riddance!!!!