It sure was delicious! And today I'm making pumpkin cream cheese muffins, after watching my Packers win a great game smile Although, the muffins had this buttery struesel topping.. which when melted mixed with the red muffin liners to make... red liquid. So we'll see if I have red muffins or not! Can I assume it's food safe if it's on a muffin liner? :S

I just logged onto facebook and 3 people that I went to high school with had status updates that they were engaged. I know I shouldn't compare myself to others. I know I should feel better, maybe, that I'm still young and have lots of time to "start over." But I feel like I wasted my time on H when I could have been using the past 10 years to date, explore what type of people/characteristics I'm interested in, and find someone that could actually be a life-long partner. The only people my age that I know that are D'd are due to affairs, or got married very young (18, 19) under interesting circumstances (like marrying the tour guide they met on a high school field trip in a different country.. then realizing a year or two later that wasn't such a great idea), not because of "incompatibility" or "didn't work out" or something along those lines. It's still too early for a lot of people I know to be in this type of situation. I'm even apprehensive about changing my name back because people will assume that I got married (I have about 500 clients that I email weekly so it's hard to avoid) like when I first changed my name. Blah. Getting ahead of myself here, I know. I need to go eat some funky looking pumpkin muffins and do some introspective reading, I think.

Me:30 H:29, no kids
T:12, M:4 (when D was final)
12/13: "Don't think I want to be M anymore"
6/14: Separated (I move)
1/15: H filed for D
5/15: D final