There is definitly alot of clarity after a crisis. I almost immediately saw all the little things that was effecting me with regards to me life and see how trivial they are when its all gone. I have realized you take the good with the bad and each person just has to work on their own bad. Hind sight is always 20/20 and although I could get stuck in the would have could haves but instead I will use them to make 180's and create new habits making me a better person overall with a PMA that is not dependent on anyone else. It is easier said then done but I am determined.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14