Mornings seem to be the worst. I actually slept last night even though I didnt fall asleep till 4 am. I woke up for alarm for church but went rolled back over and slept. Big mistake I guesse because I had terrible dreams after that involving W. Walk up to the bad dream being real. So now working on picking myself back up the rest of the day. Found out yesterday wife did an early birthday party with her family for our son turning 5. She said nothing about it when she called on phone last night to let me talk to kids. She talked about everything else like her job and sister but left that out. Not upset she didnt say anything honestly. Just sad that my kid had a birthday party without me for the first time since I was deployed.
Me 38 WAW 40 S 10 S 5 M 5 years BD 10/04/14 S 10/04/14
