CMS...Thank you so much for the prayers and reminder that I need to just focus on myself. It's so true that days when I felt more confident in myself and maybe had lost a few pounds...our chemistry was much stronger! The last text I got from my friend was "Maybe if you weren't so fat your husband wouldn't have to pursue other women...you fat B****" those words will always be ingrained in my memory! And when I showed my husband he just said "you must have said something to provoke her to say that" and totally deffended her! That hurt the most, coming from the man I've loved and supported for 16 yrs!


M:37 H: 38
Married 16/ T20
Son: 16
Caught cheating with HW (also my good friend) 8/20/14
Papers delivered: 9/4/14