Hi So sorry to read about your situation and the pai you feel. We are all going through hell and I cry most days to. You have to follow BD and DR Your W is where she is so you have to follow the advice the books and this forum give you. No one ca. Tell you if your W loves you or will love you again, she proberbly doesn't know her self. At the moment she is not in love with you and you trying to discuss why will not help. Deal with you and become the best you possible. She feel in love with you once it could happen again. BUT it won't if you keep trying to convince her. Try different ways to cope until you find ones that work. Meditation relaxation tapes walking. Gym yoga keep trying till you find one. It won't remove the pain but it will help. Please know a lot of people on here know your pain and it's rotten You have to help yourself Take care
