Oh man. XH was just here to pick up s17, and s wasn't home yet. He was sitting out front- in the road, not driveway.
Then after about 5min, xh was calling my phone. I know he could see me in the house because of the big bay window.
I didn't answer, phone was in the other room. But I went and got it and responded with, "What?" via text.
XH: Did you want to sign this check?
(We got a refund and are splitting it.)
I had a school picture of d13 to give him. So, I walked out, he handed me the check, I tossed in the pic.
Then I stepped aside, signed it in like one second, handed it back, he held out the cash for it. I took it, turned, and walked away. He said, "Thank you" as I walked away. I didn't turn around, but flashed the peace sign while I kept walking. I didn't say a word.
I am weird in that I don't even want him to hear my voice, I think. I don't know why. I just feel like he does not deserve even that from me. Oh man... I don't know who I am.
I wasn't b!tchy, wasn't nice. Again... indifferent. I give him nothing.
