Thank you, Mighty. Yeah, let her babysit him. I'm good. Really. It washed off. And yeah...your real deal comment? I am!! He knows this. If he wants the real deal, he can do his work and catch up. .
It was tough, because it kinda put me all the way back for a moment, where things were before with ow#1. Him repeating the mantra last week that we just can't be together. Too much harm was done. He tried. Etc.
But, the reality? I don't know anything about his thoughts, his habits, nothing. I DO know for certain, that he can not access his ability to connect with anyone. This is another stepping stone on his path, is all.
It's hard being alone. And knowing he's not........but........he IS. Even with ow there. He's alone. He's busy....but alone.
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