Ok....I get it. It's not about me. It's not disrespecting me as the goal. My feeling is the byproduct of his actions and his need to not feel pain.
I'm over it.
What I really need to do, is more GAL. I gotta get my mind off of this stupid nonsense. I'm thinking of reaching out to some old friends. I just don't want to be in a position to have to talk about my H. At all. Ever.
