Newcomer living in Hell

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saw the W at the soccer game today. she was beautiful and we talked a little at the game. she came over to stand by me and she had a somewhat low cut top on. i know she saw me glance at one point. my little girl kinda pulled on her top and W said, no you are done with those. then she asked if i saw that and pointed out that she was talking bout her breasts while smiling at me as i looked at what she was talking about (while standing near hear and she was in a chair). she relayed a story bout D rubbing on her belly and saying look at it shake. while she relayed the story she started rubbing my belly while telling the story. i told her thanks now i feel fat. she said that i was being ridiculous and i looked great. she touched my arms a couple times while we were talking. she kinda uninvited me to the pumpkin patch they are going to today. the kids did not like that. she said that she was worried bout me getting enough sleep (worked last night and tonight). so she invited me to lunch. walked them to the car and she said that if they find a good place, she wants us to go later in the month on a day when i will be will rested. at the field while helping her with spectator gear (chair, snacks, etc) she slipped and called me baby. i didn't acknowledge it. when the left the restaurant she gave me a big close hug (she got out of the car to give it) and i kissed her forehead. God i miss my family. i wonder if she ever thinks bout sex with the ex (that would be nice), but would love to just kiss her and hold her (she always loved the way i kissed her). on a side note, i got an offer through my credit card for a Hawaii trip. where we are lots of folks go there and i told her about it. she said "you know, out here going there is not such a huge travel problem like back home. we could actually take the kids at some point". not expecting it but that would be nice. any thoughts?