That must be so hard to deal with , I have similar problems and all I keep thinking is patience patience patience . And utmost restraint to not say or do anything stupid .
So be patient and be strong .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .